an eccentric twenty year old woman on the pursuit of happiness.

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Designer: ♥janelle-isthesex
Base Code: Chron/Elfie
Image: DA

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this will be the most hectic november of my life. i have the exams, my cousin's wedding to help out and the many clubbing dates i promised here and there, which i hopefully can sucessfully lie my way through. and when it is all over, i shall pamper myself and especially, do something about my dead/ severely damaged hair that looks like a a haystack, waiting for a horse to randomly gallop by and eat my hair away. serious, its that bad.

i regret having english as my minor, seriously, it is not easy to teach english, i cant remember all my grammar rules and phonetics, homg, i think i wanna drop english, if it is even possible. i will suck as an english teacher.

nowadays, i have developed this weird habit of people-watching and admiring people for their beauty, especially indian people. i mean, they are usually the ones with flawless skin, big almond-shaped eyes, hair that stays in place (unlike mine),long and curly eyelashes and they dont have to use eyeliner or masacara to define their eyes. cos to me, good-looking people = big captivating eyes+ flawless skin+ shiny hair. then i will be overcome with envy and dont like the way i look and bitch about it to my boyfriend. haha, sometimes, i find it so amazing that my boyfriend can tolerate my nonsense. thank you, baby.only you would do that for me (:

nonetheless, school has been getting more fun. especially yesterday when i squeezed nine people into my poor car and we all went outta campus for brunch together. i felt the car was like, screaming in pain as i drove them around, while a partayy was going on at the back and we annoyed fellow ntu drivers. sorry! haha. must sooooo do this again.

i dont know, but i feel like im the sort of person who can talk about everything under the sun and at the same time,reveal so much about my life to a person, even if the person is not even close or its the first time im talking to that person. is it a bad thing? i worry, sometimes, cos i wonder if i give a bad impression to people and are they really listening when i keep yapping all the way? or will people think that im fake or trying too hard? i really worry about what people think about me alot, then i will space out , or better known as 'stoning'....or simply, maybe im thinking too much? i do get headaches when i think so much about all these then, i will think that maybe i should distance myself more so that i will stop regretting whatever i said or did to people..maybe that facebook quiz was right, i do have a personality disorder. okay, now i think i sound weird:S

okay, i should stop talking nonsense and go read up about the Archaea and the Slime Molds (im totally lost about them), then i shall eat steamed cockles, more specifically, Anadara granosa and bbq seafood for dinner later. yay! im really loving biology, especially when the class went to NUS Musuem and we saw an eagle, tiger, gigantic bats and turtles and and I carried a dead bat and a lemur in my bare hands. cool shit or whutttt...thank you NIE for accepting me after i got rejected by all the other universities. i will work hard to be a good biology teacher and make biology easy and interesting to my future students. hah! *smacks own ass and encourages herself*