/she doth of sorrow speake/

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an eccentric twenty year old woman on the pursuit of happiness.


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Designer: ♥janelle-isthesex
Base Code: Chron/Elfie
Image: DA

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Tuesday, July 7, 2009

today i woke up so early cos i had a retarded nightmare of red worms gathering together to form the shape of a butterfly and it started to fly towards me, from my bathtub to my bed. i woke up panting, sighs and i cant get back to sleep anymore. now im too scared to enter the bathroom, so maybe i should not bathe today. hahaha. okay, stop it.

last night was just bad news from baby, and i feel so sorry for him, and the worst part, i cant do anything about it. sighs, nothing can change the fact that ns sucks. hopefully, things will work out.

okay currently, im turned off by a few people, both in the virtual world and in the real world. i dont know but i think there are so many people in self- delusion. they self proclaim this and that and embarass themselves, but they dont know how to stop, or worse, dont even see whats wrong. its sad, isnt it? and i dont know why but im just really turned off by _____ girls who wear really thick black eyeliner till they look like pandas but they just go around thinking that theyre hot. annoying. weird. okay fine, maybe im being bitchy, but its kinda annoying when these girls look at you in that snobbish way just cos they think they are hot but personally, i think they are nothing without all that eyeliner/ make up:P and then i will roll my eyes till my contacts get lost in my eye sockets and be temporarily blind for a minute. cool eh? dorts.

okay more importantly, i have to check out the night safari website by today to get the weekend price, i wanna get someone to go with me to see le castle vania baby!!!!!! anyone??? wtfff, this is not a deejay set, he is really coming like fuck, really here, we're gonna be breathing in the same air and space at homeclub, sighs, im hyperventilating. and everytime i check my mail, there will be updates from home club and i just get more and more excited, presale tickets are out, babayyy! i wanna go, somebody please go with meeeee. hehee.

oh yes, today i must, i must figure out the way to transfer photos and vids into my phone today. homg, i sound so dumb, ahaha. but i just dont know how to work with this new phone, cooperate, bitch! lol. im just a technology idiot lurh, a tech-diot. tekdeeyherd.

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