Thursday, June 4, 2009
its already the fourth of june. and i still dont know where im going for the rest of my life. sighs. oh wells, i have more important things on my mind. ahaha. today i called home club and the girl on the other end was so super friendly, we talked like girlfriends, she made me more excited bout lecastlevania coming. it reminds me of the other time i called up attica and the other girl on the line was super fun and nice as we got all excited talking about white boys. dorts. hmm...maybe when all fails, i shall work in a club or bar or something, or take up bartender-ing or deejay-ing and be a resident deejay at attica or something. cool or what. meanwhile, my parents stressed me up for writing appeals to the universities, that i felt like a desperate bitch. and the weather here is fucked up cos there is absolutely no wind at all even in the night, and it makes me feel so nauseous and im kinda fuming over the fact that boyfie had to have his phone confiscated.
i hate singapore, food here is getting more and more expensive, public transport fares are expensive, the goverment here is like a senior citizens club
( i wonder why till today, they havent gone senile and worse of all, not dead yet!) and keep making decisions in the aim of just making more and more money, prioritising the rich and the smart and the "foreign talents" over anybody else ( p.s i think they invest all the money we have to fucking pay them, in some genetic research or what shit to make themselves live longer or something). in short, living in singapore has become more costly, and i dont mean to diss people but there are many inconsiderate and ungracious singaporeans here, like, its hard to find a gentleman here and seriously i find this country is dead boring. like everybody's lives revolve around work, money and education. like, everyone is competing all the time, competing in national exams, even competing to reach the library first to study your ass off or rushing to meet tutors after school to ask as much questions as you can(thats so junior college, i tell you).in short, singapore is dead boring, small,competitive and nerdy.eww.i still dont understand why there are people who are so keen on visiting singapore and people who are pro-PAP.its okay, i dont need and dont want to hear comments from people like these.
4:07 PM