Saturday, May 23, 2009
me and sarah fierce
the previous week has really been one of the most awesome week of my life. sexayy azzy hailed down from the land down under after almost a decade, he is so full of love, craziness, bitchiness and of course, fierce-ness. he brought all of us on shopping sprees, complimentary dining and best of all, my first ever M.A.C makeover. wow, back then i wont even dare to step into M.A.C, now i have so many M.A.C products, im still clueless what the mineralizing powder is for? LOL.he is like santa claus, only fiercer version. i was elated and amazed at how he maintains his double life and his amazing friends and of course us, the family, who accepts and loves him for who he is. i wished i had enough money to visit him in sydney and repay him for so much kindness and love he showered on us. miss that diva and now reality steps in and life is once again so boring and dull and stressful.
yesterday was a bad day, i
- lent an ex colleague whom im not close to at all, some cash, i really hoped she would repay me back asap cos im short of cash myself
- stressed out about the university thing especially when people keep asking me about it
- seriously i dont understand why i bother to care for you when i know i mean nothing at all to you, but thanks for the memories that we shared for so long which you apparently have chosen to toss aside for the rest of your life
- think i shouldnt care so much for my sister. ive never met anyone so ungrateful before in my life, and to think people like her have FANS??!?! i think this younger generation is abit warped kay, like probably they never heard of the word, "personality". they think as long as youre pretty, youre popular? urm say whutttt....
- vented alot of my anger on my boyfriend. NS is killing our relationship, i swear. i tried telling him that my patience was wearing thin and im really sick and tired of his NS crap. i hope i can be more patient.its so hard.
- think some people can be so full of themselves, i say, full is shit and alot of air. in malay terms, "world" kinda people. annoying.
- thought of deleting this blog soon and keep a private journal, maybe.
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