Monday, April 6, 2009
after watching final destination 3 last night,i keep thinking of death and i wake up today feeling so ugly on the outside and the inside that i wanna bury myself deep underground for a gazillion years till the end of the world. im simply not good enough for my parents, those stupid local universities, my sister, my friends and my baby. (the whole world, dammit) and im suffocating in this house, pleading to god (if he does really exists) to take my life away right now, and prolly the world will be a better place cos i just wanna give up now.
2:49 PM