somehow its bothers me that she is annoyed at the silliest things that no one will ever take notice of or really rant about it as though its really a big deal, and still
dont realise how ever lucky she is, and i would do anything to be in her shoes,
ceteris paribus.
meanwhile, portishead is currently the music of my life and im still trying to dodge the very fact that a local u may never accept me, and im here, numb to all the reality around me, and speaking of reality, i kinda like this excerpt i got from a book i read last night( gasp! mai actually reads? lol.). The book is titled 'my idea of fun' by will self. here goes:
'reality is a virgin whose virtue we all want to believe in, and, at one and the same time, an old whore who we've all had and had again, until our eyes and ears are like genitals that have been rubbed raw.'
cute, huh? hehe. even though in reality, im really broke right now( last time i checked i have only 5 bucks in my wallet), i still wanna go club. even though in reality, i have not so fantastic grades, i still really wanna do law in uni. and the list goes on and on...On a brighter note, hopefully i will hit the clubs this wed and meet up with my beloved kit mey whom ive not met for so long, and also sexy rathi who always cracks me up with her sarcasm. And not forgeting, my super nice former colleagues, especially cindy,who bought us two bottles of vodka for my belated birthday, awesome. seriously cant wait to let Reality go again, and catch up and the amazing ladies. And i cant wait for miraaa to get back, settle the flea issue, and maybe invite a girlfriend to join us.hee.