alot have happened since the results were released.
emomomomomomomomomomomok.

sighs...i didnt cried about it because i was still stunned
only until when i went to smoooo open house, school of law talk.
then i actually plucked up the courage to ask the lecturer
if there is any hope of me doing law with my not so fantastic grades,
it was a solemn no, then i turned away and cried in baby's arms.
i should stop crying in public seriously, stop, period.

these few days i've been in a daze. like, i dont wanna face reality.
and im saddened by people leaving meee.ahaha.
like, jac's gone off in hawaii, keefe's gonna go off to tasmania
and nikki's maybe going off to the uk/australia.
i wished i had that much money to go to an aussie university or something too.
oh wells, im glad they all have figured out what to do with their lives.
its a good thing and im happy for em.

keefe asked us out for bwoling yesterday.
it was fun then it got draggy. like, when will the game end??lolol.
keefe's friends were a nice bunch. we can hang out togther again, i hope(:

pretty nikki dickyy.

woman, if youre reading this, and you want more pics,
just go grab em at my facebook. heheh. loves.

nikki, kaixian,sharmaine and keefe bitch.
keefe just have this bitchy way of flicking his hair
and pantat gelek gelek when he walks.
so fierce~ ahahaha.loves.

then they went off, but being me, i was so restless
and in need of a little teeny weeny bit of retail therapy, just wont go home.
hehe. met up with shahrizan and treated him for shisha.
im getting addicted to shisha, i think! ahaha.
its like, giving me abit of chest pain at first,
but after awhile, i got the hang of it and i wouldnt let shahrizan shisha for long.
all mine, all mine, ahahaha.
i dont know about the average joe but shisha soothes my mind,
like helps me calm down and yaa, relax.ahaha.

i went topshop-ing, and got a pearl necklace, gold earrings and a gold rose cuff,
all for only 18 bucks. hehehe. but gasp! to my horror,
my fashionfastforward card was damaged and i would have to be
topshop/dorothyperkins- less for a month.

now that im more settled, i have this to-do list in my head. yays!

1. apply to SMU/NUS/NTU/SIM by this sunday 15/3/09, 2359h.
2. save money to buy my sis a gold watch for her birthday
(since i lost her ex's gold casio watch. fuckkkkkkk):
3. find a job and work for two months
( since i have this $25 fcuk voucher, i wanna buy something
nice for me and my momma, using my pay.heh.)
4. go for royboiboimamatcool09's band, The Melfraps, gig in april.
5. find new shades since i lost my forver21 one! homg. sadded.
6.club at least once with ex-colleagues. by next wed, i hope!
7. get a driving license asap.
8. read the bloody manuals and learn to use a canon system,
and then a nikon system soon. by this year, ahaha.
9. get that glamourkills shirt. its a must-have for me!
10. to have fairer skin and have longer hair that reaches my asszszszszs.

till then life goes on, i shall no longer brood over the past,
$$$lead a fierce life and till then, we're pimpin all over the world$$$

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