one night of love
nothing more nothing less
one night of love
to put my head in a mess

is that you in the bus
is that you in the train
you wrote your number on my hand
but it came off in the rain

if i only knew your name
i'll go from door to door
searching on the crowded streets for the
face that i once saw

if i only knew your name
i'll go from door to door
tell me have you seen
the boy i met just once before?




did i do the right thing.
am i really too scared to step out of my comfort zone.
i wasnt like this all the time.
am i really different? have i really changed?
is this the type of person i want to be.
do i take time to step back and listen to people
and myself, even.
do i end up hurting people even more,
or worse, without realising it.
am i using people, to fall back on..
is my nature that horrid. what have i turned into.
its so complicated, my head hurts. i dont know what to think anymore.
:/

5:19 PM