Fully alive More than most Ready to smile and love life too bad. im not loving my life. life= studying+ stoning+ bitching + stressing up.
so many things to do in so little time.
cant wait for all this shit to be over.
sometimes im just so sick of all this that i would randomly keep quiet in school
its killing me dawg.
cassie keeps pestering me to study harder,
and ask me whether i wanna go uni or not.
i couldnt answer immediately,
im just confused cos im sick of studying anymore.
i wished i was in a poly or M.I or smth.
okaay.reality check here
. i realise im stuck, doing smth that i dont really wanna do,
my life is screwed man.
okay whatever.
at least i know i have friends and teachers who care.
anyways, i wanna get a new bag, new shoes, new dress, high waisted skirt/ jeans.
i wanna design my own shoes and my prom dress.
wth. yaa. i cant be bothered to go singfest this year anymore.
oh man. im turning into the ultimate noob.
i need direction in life, seriously.
abd the authorites are negligent to let mas slamat escape laa.
i mean you should have put 24 hour security cameras
like almost everyhwere that that fucked up place right.
dont bother looking for him here laa,
he already escape to indoneasia laa.
crippled man also can escape.
wow. amazing. great job.