"be my embrace now."

sighs. im having that
"i-hate-maizura-so-much" day again.
i cant help thinking that my teachers at school are giving up on me.
even my chem/maths tutor.
hate him now.
im even giving up on myself.
common test is like in three weeks.
i havent even revise my j1 stuffs.
the shitty things it is my own fault.
im sorry im lazy, useless and stupid.
i actually cried over it.
wth. dammit.

most of the times, i will be stoning in school.
that will be when im thinking of running from all this
away from studying forver
and live life for the first time.
mai needs a hug.
loads and loads of it.
sobs.

12:23 AM