Monday, December 10, 2007
depression.
nowadays im having a major self-image problem.
i think im super freaking fucking UGLY!!!!!
im getting uglier every minute laaa.
my hair is curling up.
i've rebonded it,straighten it and it's still like that.
its super dry and looks super messy.
always having that 'just-got-out-of-bed' look.
and my face is getting worse,
im having more and more pimples nonstop.
my face like the moon with zillions of craters.
i look damn ugly laaa kaaay.
and im getting more and more darker-skinned.
i look ugly in bright colours, even black cant save me anymore.
and i have disgusting gigantic eyes,
humongous nose and disgusting brown lips.
i feel like doing plastic surgery all over me everywhere.
i hate my body.so disgustingly skinny and flat.
and eyes forever giving me problems.
24/7 eye infection.
and i forever have to poke my eyes myself with needles.
i think im born ugly and just fated to be ugly forever.
i think im jinxed laaa.
i know some people may think how the fuck this bitch got into ms seventeen.
yaaa,i know.im fugly .im dealing with it.trying real hard.
and i dont feel like going out often anymore.
i cant stand alot people anymore.
everyone will look at me, thinking how fugly that girl is.
even my sister calls me ugly sometimes.
i try to use my hair to cover my face as much as i can,
its not that i wanna look emo but i really wanna cover my face.
no amount of foundation can cover my acne, i tell you.
im so fugly, i feel like deleting my friendster,i telll you.
im going to look down whenever i walk in public.
after a levels, im going to get a job and work really hard to get money and do laser surgery on my face.
seriously.
bad mood):<
12:48 AM