aww.pink hearts.
i wish i can be as pink and sweet like them.
NOTS.

kays. MAJOR WHINING TIME.
okay.dammit.i cant take it anymore.
I HATE JC LIFE.
yaa.its like why the hell did i choose jc in the first place then?
ahyaaa.i wana go U what.
poly i dont even know what course to take.
now im strugglin in jc like hell.
i think im the most stupidest jc girl alive laa.
like seriously.
i failed every freaking test since i started school.
even mini tests la kay.
im just plain stupid.
i cant help thinking that all the teachers have given up on me too.
im a goner. gone case.

you know, they always say as long as you work hard,

you can get the results you want.

but what happens if you cant? no matter how hard you try?

then shit happens.

im stuck in this shit called a jc and i cant get out.

if i quit jc now, im wasting time. my parents money.

mummy's gona get so disappointed.

but nobody understand me.

cos why? im born stupid.

if im stupid, that just means i cant do it.

dammit.

im being a burden to teachers laa.

i tihink im even being a burden to zhiling

cos im alwsy asking her to teaxch me.

im so freaking dependent on everybody.

so what happens when you realise that you are being a burden to everybody?

i dont feel like studying or working.

so i should get busy and start dying.

im just waiting to kenah retain la.
*SIGHS
:(

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