Monday, July 30, 2007
*huge sighs!
super emo day la.
cause of three major stuffs.
here goes.
1.results.my result like shit la jays.
all U and only one S.
oh my god. i failed every freaking subject kays.
i knew it.im barely surviving each passing day la kay.
then me mum gets super sad and pissed about it.
yeap. which it turn made me feel more worse kay.
then ms leo said i have to change my attitude.
knn la. i just know i cant do it la.
not anymore.
2.jc-sick.help! i hate jc!!
but my mum just dont ever understand.
c'mon la, she never go jc before, she wont know how it feels.
sux la, nobody understands.
im going jc for her cos i know she wants me to.
given a second chance, i wont choose jc anymore kay.
i always believe that if im stupid, that means im stupid.
and there's not much i can do about it la. dammit.
3.bubu.he got some school stuff and hair issues.
that really made him pissed.
then i msg and called him,
he like dont want layan me.
and when he finally did,
threw temper at me again
to me its okay la,
i can try understand la.
but when he msg-ed me :" dnt msg or kol me."
i got hurt la kay.
real deep.
then because of these three stuffs,
i just broke down for a while.
sobbed abit then ya, quietened down.
i know im gona have a big major breakdown sooner or later.
hate everything around me now
;(
11:48 PM